Dreaming of the Osaka Sun
Posted on : 10-09-2011 | By : Jace | In : After Exchange, Kansai Gaidai Student Exchange
Tags: japan, Osaka
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3 and a half months since I started this blog post. Only to delete it all today and start afresh, as Japan means something completely different to me now than it did back then.
I think about Japan a lot these days. Every now and then a vivid memory flashes past my eyes of me riding my bike to Makino. Or of a park. Or of Kansai Gaidai. Or of the Cherry blossoms. Or of watching the sun set from the roof of the Osaka Sky building in Umeda. Or to the people I miss so dearly. And every time I do it makes me smile. For that split second I relive those feelings, those moments, and the wind physically gets knocked out of me but I know they’ll never happen again. These memories aren’t reminding me of what I’ve lost, they remind me of all those special moments that I never had to experience – but life gave them to me anyway and so I should never be ungrateful for them.
As I said in my last post, my trip to Japan was amazing, yes. Amazing. UHHMAZING! But when I got back and tried to write this blog post I felt myself speechless. The words I wrote were words that littered the page but didn’t give me the satisfaction I needed to click that publish button. Satisfying whatever it is that compels me to write these posts is usually easy but for this one… not so much… for the life of me I couldn’t do it.






